My doctor and the on call doctor sat down and talked to me this morning about wether to go home or to stay. They said I have to return so why even leave. They said when people leave they usually come back in a worse state. Then we discussed if I leave and something happens, would I always have in the back of my mind if I would have stayed could I prevented this. Probably not but would I blame myself. So I really don’t do much gambling, so I decided to stay. Which was a very hard decision. My husband did a happy dance! I can’t believe he don’t want me to come home. LOL
Today all 3 of my kids were here visiting. It was crazy in this little room, but it made me feel so much better! I love my crazy life with the kids. This really makes me appreciate everything that I am blessed with!